It's Kai

Hi, it's Kai

Welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
Please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!

(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)

Some things I've been exploring lately:

how principles and practices shape peoples lives
how important it is to simply show up
increasing the surface area for self-connection
posture and practicing the way you show up for yourself
"trying" vs "letting things unfold"
how the world needs you to come alive
honouring yourself in connnection with others
seeing the beauty in your own fear and awkwardness

Do any of these resonate with you? Let's go for a walk and talk about it :)

Sometimes, Kai writes.

loss

written

and just like that

another close friend gone. no reason, no goodbyes. just—a message that our friendship has ended, and a request to not contact them.

just like that

how many more do i have to lose, before i figure out what’s wrong with me?

am i really a horrible person?

how can i trust my judgement to run a company,

when i can’t even trust my judgement about my friends?

on what grounds do i have to keep going and pretend that there isn’t something terribly wrong with me?

things can’t go on like this.

i can’t live a life where everyone around me disappears one by one.

i have to get to the bottom of this.

more words pls