Hi, it's Kai
Welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
Please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!
(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)
Some things I've been exploring lately:
Do any of these resonate with you? Let's go for a walk and talk about it :)
Sometimes, Kai writes.
where are you?
written
i miss you
i miss having someone to be small with
someone with whom i can play
and feel totally free
i miss you every night
your warmth, your tenderness, your openness
every time i find you, and we connect
it’s like everything is okay again
like everything is suddenly worth it
i guess that’s why i keep trying to find you.
i guess that’s why i come off so strong whenever i meet someone i like; i’m just so eager to see if i’ve found you again, and i totally forget to play it safe. it’s no wonder i get hurt so much :’)
anyways. thank you for showing up in my life, in the form of all these people that have loved me
it means a lot. i cry about it all the time. i don’t know what there is to love about me to be totally honest, so the fact that you exist is crazy to me and i don’t know how to handle it, emotionally. it’s all so very existential for me.
i don’t know how long it will take for you to show up again in my life
i guess you know best when the time is right
but just know that i miss you lots
and that i am waiting eagerly to hold you in my arms once again
