hi, it's kai
welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!
(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)
some things i've been exploring lately:
do any of these resonate with you? let's go for a walk and talk about it :)
sometimes, kai writes.
go train sorrows
written
hi it’s me it’s kai
im really sad today
i’m on the go train right now and i just want to lie down and give up and start tearing up
:(
i wish things worked out for me. i wish the people i give so much love to, want to love me in return. i just want to have an intimate moment with someone that makes me feel like i really matter.
why are things so hard? am i really just not attractive enough? that’s no way to think. eventually someone will take a chance on me, right?
it won’t feel this hopeless all the time, right?
i just.. didn’t think it would be this hard.