It's Kai

Hi, it's Kai

Welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
Please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!

(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)

Some things I've been exploring lately:

how principles and practices shape peoples lives
how important it is to simply show up
increasing the surface area for self-connection
posture and practicing the way you show up for yourself
"trying" vs "letting things unfold"
how the world needs you to come alive
honouring yourself in connnection with others
seeing the beauty in your own fear and awkwardness

Do any of these resonate with you? Let's go for a walk and talk about it :)

Sometimes, Kai writes.

go train sorrows

written

hi it’s me it’s kai

im really sad today

i’m on the go train right now and i just want to lie down and give up and start tearing up

:(

i wish things worked out for me. i wish the people i give so much love to, want to love me in return. i just want to have an intimate moment with someone that makes me feel like i really matter.

why are things so hard? am i really just not attractive enough? that’s no way to think. eventually someone will take a chance on me, right?

it won’t feel this hopeless all the time, right?

i just.. didn’t think it would be this hard.

more words pls