hi, it's kai

welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!

(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)

some things i've been exploring lately:

how principles and practices shape peoples lives
how important it is to simply show up
increasing the surface area for self-connection
posture and practicing the way you show up for yourself
"trying" vs "letting things unfold"
how the world needs you to come alive
honouring yourself in connnection with others
seeing the beauty in your own fear and awkwardness

do any of these resonate with you? let's go for a walk and talk about it :)

sometimes, kai writes.

oh, the humanity!

written

i really do crave connection

like she said in that last remark before i left

not sure where it came from

maybe it was spite or frustration

or pity

or disappointment

i really do crave connection

and i mean who can blame me?

connection is what makes me feel alive :(

it's the dance that has followed me through this life

it's the purr of the road underneath the wheels of my board

the twirl of the metal staff beneath my palms

the crunching of snow beneath my feet

i was made for connection, i know it, i can feel it

the stare of a stranger as i turn the corner

some new possibility cracked open by a hesitant smile

all the private knowings we shared in the wake of a poem

i was made for connection, i am sure of it

another sad little song

another lump in my throat

my pillowcase is wet again

i guess she was right after all

more words pls