hi, it's kai
welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!
(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)
some things i've been exploring lately:
do any of these resonate with you? let's go for a walk and talk about it :)
sometimes, kai writes.
i wish i had the answers (requiem)
written
i used to think that love is all about what i could provide for someone
or about how perfectly i’m able show up for someone
love was something i always “screwed up” because i wasn’t good enough
something i hoped for under my breath, in the dark
something that terrified me and confused me
i guess i had thought that maybe by this point in life that i would be less scared and less confused
and that love would be something that i could approach with certainty and confidence.
but honestly? life is scary. and uncertain. and i have no idea what’s going to happen next
and so maybe love is just always going to be a reflection of that.
maybe love is having no idea what’s going to happen next, but doing it together
sitting in the dark, holding hands, not knowing