Hi, it's Kai
Welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
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Some things I've been exploring lately:
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Sometimes, Kai writes.
late night tummy feelings
written
everything’s fine.
i’m serious! things are pretty good
like, i have people that care about me. work is fun. there are things to make and people to feed and sights to see. things are very fine!
but then… so why do i have these tummy feelings? this tension, this unsettled-ness? why does it gotta be like this? can’t it just be like, “things are good. end of story.”? why does it have to be, “things are good, and yet still… something is still so very terribly wrong”? why am i somehow still on the verge of tears?
…
maybe there’s something i’m not letting myself feel. maybe i think my feelings are ‘dumb’ too early, maybe i judge my feelings to be unworthy of being taken seriously, and this causes them only grumble louder. is it worth the pain, to dive into what they have to say? is there a better place, on the other side?
i guess there’s only one way to find out.
