Hi, it's Kai
Welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
Please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!
(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)
Some things I've been exploring lately:
Do any of these resonate with you? Let's go for a walk and talk about it :)
Sometimes, Kai writes.
limbo
written
feeling so small and alone and disconnected from the rest of the world.
wanting friendship but feeling awkward around people. wondering if i am somehow regressing.
trying to make up little things to look forward to, even though it also feels like nothing really matters.
in the mirror, a hollow expression stares back at me. it strikes me that i’ve forgotten how to love myself.
walking through life feeling like something is amiss. wasn’t there somewhere i was supposed to be? someone i was supposed to become?
a beautiful dream that i can’t quite remember even though i was trying so hard to hold onto it. whatever it was, it seemed important.
wandering through the fog as i make my way home from the train station
fists clenched, just trying to feel like i’m still real. like i’m still here.
like maybe somehow i still matter, that i have a story and a tomorrow.
(and that’s all i can really hope for right now)
