Hi, it's Kai
Welcome to my little corner of the internet :)
Please enjoy your stay. if you're having a good time, let's do something together!
(and also feel free to
& tell me what's on your mind!)
Some things I've been exploring lately:
Do any of these resonate with you? Let's go for a walk and talk about it :)
Sometimes, Kai writes.
attachment anxiety attack
written
okay you win
i give up
i know you don’t really plan on loving me
that’s okay
if i’m being totally honest
i expected that from the very beginning
your heart is not ready to open
and so i’ve already positioned mine
in front of the carving knife
a heart pockmarked by a thousand gashes
what harm is just one more stabbing?
so go ahead, tell me
how i’m too much for you
how this isn’t what you need right now
how i’m simply not good for you
tell me that the best thing i can do for you
is to walk out of your life
and slam the door behind me
before i crumple to the ground on the other side
and burst into tears
give me the word, and i will do it in a heartbeat
please haunt all of my nightmares
and transform into the emptiness i am constantly running from
and i will run run run run run all the way
from this life into the next
a loose cannon
a runaway stray
the one that finally got away
